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Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 6:51 PM
school today was fine, we made up so we're fine too, items were collected successfully too. everything was fine. C:
for the remaining post, my gfs would know everything or maybe 3/4 stuffs that happened. So I'll post some of it here. :)
Happy first anniversary in 4.75hr dear C:C: Love you like I did a year ago Hoping that we'll be able to create our future, Hoping that this love will last, True Love. The future is in our hands, our choice to make it into a reality.
tmr will be our first anniversary tgt~ :):) happy~!!! C:C:
But before that, I would like to say,
Sorry dear, for shouting, for venting my anger on you when we quarrel when I shld hv done it nicely with you when I want to bring my msg across to you. Sorry for taking you for granted sometimes, not that you don't sometimes but I am still in the wrong because ultimately I did took you for granted. Sorry for hurting you when I could have avoided doing it.
and thank you dear, for forgiving and forgetting my mistakes, giving me chances & giving me your trust.
Now, thinking abt how we started. thinking abt what we went thru, faced. and so on.
of course, it's not forever in happy land. Love's not a lollipop, it's not forever sweet sweet & sweet We forgive and forget, We face obstacles and beat it. We accept and give. We learn to trust. We learn along the way, searching and understanding. We learn own mistakes and appreciate that the other party refuse to give up on ourselves.
Most imptly are trust, forgive and accept the other party, and give and forget abt the -ve points of the other party.
I wonder how we pulled it thru when we quarrel, I wonder how we try to find each other back, unable to give the other person up? I wonder, always wondering..
It's not that I never hurt him, not that he did not hurt me. but we still forgive and forget and start anew.
when I need a shoulder to cry on, lean on, he's always there. when I faced problems, he's always the first to find solutions to solve my problems.
Last year, when the unfortunate happens, he waited anxiously for me until the next morning. This year, when I almost couldn't pull it thru, he stood beside me whenever he can to help me pull myself tgt.
always believing in me, trusting me. (but that's also cos I never let him worry that I'd cheat on him ^^) always put his matters aside even impt ones just to be there for me when I need it this year.
and many more. those are his good points. of course he's not an angel on whole scale. But why focus on his bad points? Is there a need? no. that's what I tell myself, but I'm -ve in nature. and part of the quarrels are because of that. Trying to change that for a better us.
hope tmr will be a successful day for us.
Loving you even when we quarrel. Loving you because I feel yours towards me. Loving you, for who you are but not everyone is perfect, everyone has rooms for improvements.
Loving you, Believing in you that tgt we can build our own future. A warm family of our own when we've saved enough. Will it be possible? yes, I believe it will be.
