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Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 11:43 PM
having graduation day tmr. yet, We still have lessons to attend _|_
no prom night some more. suckers some VP bias some more, only offer rewards to 5NA classes if they do well. say it in front of my presence some more. knn
stupid bitch. work as a VP in the school act like your home. allow other ppl to see your fugly belly at your own office. you're the last person fit to be a VP. your impression to my parents were sucky anyways.
Leaving this school for good. must do well. go poly. only during cher's day or visit my CCA junior then I come back. gah. I don't even want to step into that school anymore -_- ccb bias school.
the rest is cancelled away. I think it's probably best I keep my thoughts to myself. before some bitch/bastard tries to use this to condemn myself.
although, I don't really care. In fact, I don't really give a shit about comments anymore.
because I find it rather pointless to care and try to explain to others your situation twice when. They will never understand, because if they did, they wouldn't have done what they've did.
Forget it.
I hope to meet ppl who cherish friendships, accept ppl the way they are especially friends, and not tell me (quoted frm J <3>
"I treat you badly on purpose since the beginning of the year" when I did nothing.
to me, it's complete bull shit yet it hurt like fuck. because I cherished this friendship, trying to hold on to it even though it was breaking alrd. because I believe you can still accept me the way I am when I could accept you the way you are. true, I don't have the best character. but at least I am sure of one thing. I do not betray friends, your secrets are kept safely within me, I stand by your side when you need help. yet, you disappointed me.
but right now, try throwing that sentence on me. I'll only say, "Whatever J, losing or getting another friend like you is nothing anymore. since you're not even able to accept how your friend the way he/she is, your ignorance of the term "friends" stripped your right to call someone your friend."
If friends are just plain companions, sooner or later they'll leave and we'll go our separate ways. but if friends are not just companions but friends who go thru hardships with you and stay by your side no matter what or how much you changed.
I call that true friends.
I know Eliz, Yz & Chang. even if I get suaned by them sometimes, get into terrible fights with them, blahblah. We may not have the best personalities, I may not be the best among their friends. but when we know one of us needs help, we help each other in whichever way we can. & be there whenever we can. babes, you're there when I needed you years ago, presently.
I am sorry that sometimes, I know I taken some of you for granted after a long period of time. but you accept me the way I am, given me the truth of what you think of me. many more to list. I'm grateful for that. & I'm glad I know them. because, I know true friends are hard to find. Hope in the future We will still continue as friends & see each other change for the better. Thank you babes~ I wouldn't have known what to do w/o you babes behind me. C:C:
Might delete this post & leave the last paragraph for this post. I prefer my blog to be happy happy, even if it's lame or cold, it's fine, as long as it's not smth sad or grim..
anyways, smth to share before sleeping.
This video totally changed my mood from being damn pissed off to peace C: sweet video~ :)
