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heart broken, as he is
Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 1:07 AM

Smiling because of work
Smiling tmr because it's someone's wedding tmr.
Smiling tmr again because it's work.
Smiling even though I'm not feeling well.
Smiling till my muscles got strained.

but none of these smiles come from the bottom of my heart..
皮笑肉不笑, heard of it? bet you did.

disappointments filled my heart when you chosed to avoid.
sorrows overwhelmed me when you said those hurtful words, hurtful behaviors.
trust and faith in you, those emotions reduced as day past by.
those happy times, alrd a memory, started to fade.
I can't rmb those happy times anymore, numbed by all.

when will these change?
probably never, though I hope for a different ending.
baby, you never did know what I'm thinking even after being together for a year.
neither do I know yours, since you never open yourself up to me, yet I did.


will we ever get the ending we wanted in the beginning?
will you chant for it?
will you start attending soka matters & chant?
will you even try?
baby, will you just think about it as I am thinking abt your words?