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Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 12:04 AM
Met my babes for movie today since it's my off day ^^ hehhhhhhh damn happy :D though YZ's quan quan only allowed her to eat porridge and nothing else for the next few months. hahahaha, she'll walk from her house, which is only a short distance away, to strangle me. hahahahaha
caught, New York, I Love you. but you know what.
the movie suck
no story line
showing everyone's life.
with NO LINK AT ALL.
like WTF? the director is bull crapping and wasting his film and his crew's time. -_-
and I rmb ytd, I was only tying my hair up for a better vision. and she said, you very ai mei hor? (vain) then I'm like, *roll eyes again* Since I can't say anything since she's the fucked up supervisor. I cursed her a million times and said, what abt you vain bitch who put make up EVERYDAY?
I only TIED my hair I don't even put make up. I only put when she said I have to, which in J8 isnt' the case. only bugis requested that to fulfill SaSa's standard, I have to.
like what she want to say sia? one day, if this goes on. I don't mind giving her a dressing down. Immature ass.
had a tif with him. but then again. more break up words surfaced. the me who doesn't like this word, start to feel that it's actually alright to just break off. I mean like, why can't I be independent? I don't have to even rely on guys to live my life or pay for my expenditure. (he pays for my daily expenses though, but not always anyways) I don't live to please guys anyways. I even had this feel to just say break up before he even mentioned it. but say, give him and myself a chance. to change for each other. but if this continues, then forget about the whole incident, rls, live our own life.
If we'll be happier this way, why not. 拿得起，要放得下. Same goes for both friendships and rls.
you can choose to change yourself for the better for rls, or not, because he may be the one who'll spend the rest of your live with you.
certain friends require you to change for them, but then FOR WHAT? I changed myself for that friend, my old good friends who've been with me didn't like it. so why should I change for the minority? I don't get why I should bother myself with such an petty girl?
Friends should be able to accept who you are. oh yes, they will complain behind your backs, oh sure they will badmouth lightly abt you behind your back.
but at the end of the day, when you're in trouble they're there for you first. there to lend you their shoulders, there to lend you a helping hand, listening ear. help you, encourage you to be strong enough to stand up once again and live on. true, you can live without friends, but not for long. friends make up an essential part of your life, but doesn't mean they have to be a lot of friends.
why I say they're true friends? friends are still humans, NOT angels. they get irritated by actions, results they do not like. humans COMPLAIN, esp s'gporean. Females badmouth, that's very normal since it's within the soul of every female. BUT the concern they show is only when they treat you as their friend, as an impt part of their life. because they worry, care for you. that's when concern surface. of course there's fake concerns and all. but I believe fake ones doesn't last for 4years and above.
let's take fake eyelashes for example. good qlty ones you can re-use for more than say 2weeks or less. bad qlty ones you probably can't or re-use for less than a week. but even bad ones you can re-use for more than a week if you take care properly.
If you understand gd for you, if not. I don't really bother anyways. I doubt ppl would be interested anyways. everyone has different view points from the angle they see from their life. this is my view point.
back to rls. I get to go clubbing without having to hide, afterall, I am not hooking up with other guys. I only go there to dance. and when I go, I disappear for another few more weeks close to 1 or 2months. I don't give my number either.
I have my youth to go on, I want to experience things. not trying to be greedy anyways. dancing is addictive. I love it.
but then, keeping clubbing aside, I want to experience yoga classes ^^ o ho ho ho ho ho~
JY!! YOGA CLASSES HERE ME WE COME!! & woohoo!!!! I started to supply one blogshop!! ^^ hee hee happy happy. business going well. gna quit my job once my blogshop is stable. this way,
I can have a small income,
spend time with my family,
friends &
my bf if he and I stays tgt.
I gotta feeling that tonight's this year's gonna be a good night year. That tonight's this year's gonna be a good night year That tonight's this year's gonna be a good, good night year ^^
yesh, positive thinking. time to do some molding personality training to become a more cheerful person. & of cos, not only with anyone else there to be the reason to make me smile, but surrounding and the future results I get for myself.
