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Red Lips That Lie
Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 6:15 AM

Just returned from Eliz babe's house after watching movie(half-way) and playing fb games.
though, most of the time I'm kind of busy looking at other stuffs, sorry babe.

What came into my horror was.
I found out what I couldn't have wished more to avoid but glad that I knew it sooner.
Better to be disappointed now than later and be hurt even more deeply.

But then, while at Eliz house, slacking at the void deck with her and Eric.
they both encouraged me to... ...,
something that's been going arnd in my mind since months ago.
Thank you guys, and thanks for letting me cup so many sticks for free.

I needed something to push those disturbing & hurting thoughts away,
away from my head & heart.

To a specific someone,
you're useless at keeping a promise and acting it out.
lying to me. You never wondered how I ever found out do you.
I have told you in the beginning, that you will have to bear the consequences yourself when the day comes.
Wishing that you rmbed my words, and not act recklessly, but you did it anyway.
You brought this onto yourself, blame this on NO ONE, but YOU.

I will live on, without you interrupting my life.
without you, taking away what should have belonged to me.
I stood by you, trying to prevent stuffs from happening and you took my efforts for granted.

You who always complained, was because you were guilty deep down, inside your very heart.
That's it. I should have just let her did that on that march last year.

Soon, it will be over.
And I will still smile leaving because deep down,
I alrd knew, you had betrayed me since long time ago.