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Learning to accept people
Tuesday, July 20, 2010 @ 7:54 PM
 I love to listen to jap/korean songs at home now :D a change is good (Y)
I spent a short time reflecting on what I've been doing.. I realized, for someone, I changed myself. for someone, I stopped doing what I liked. & many more.
& I became rather inconsiderate towards my family. am a bad girl uh. & I got taken for granted. at least that's how I feel from people around me. Is it because I'm too considerate to you people? Is it because I look out for you people instead of looking out for myself? I'm starting to feel tired from taking care of people. not all, but some. They took it for granted. & I hate that. All I'm asking is a little of appreciation for what I've done.
Guess it's pretty hard. people are all selfish in nature anyways. So should I start being more selfish than how I alr am? Because I feel it's rather unfair for me. & of cos I know life's unfair.
(ok, it's not the first time I've said I wanted to be more selfish) I guess it's just born within me to be this way, looking out for people. I loathe these unappreciative, insensitive people. I just get tired of being me after awhile.
maybe for certain people, the ones who're closer to me. feels that I turned more selfish or less sensitive to you. Maybe before you start to reprimand me, you should reflect on yourself first. If I weren't selfish in the beginning and after awhile became selfish, there's got to be smth that happened to make me change that way.
& of cos, I won't be selfish to everyone. only those who acted that way in the first place deserve my selfishness (:
Am I hinting? Yes I am.
& I've decided to change my attitude towards my family (Y) They deserve better.
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