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Wednesday, October 6, 2010 @ 12:02 AM
Gona turn in after this post. been tired.. don't know why.. even if it's like, off days.. I'm tired. probably stressed? probably cos I'm doing stuffs I don't like.. baby's probably tired like I am always since we're both doing stuffs not of our interest. for the time being, that is.
super emo nows.. probably cos I'm super sensitive to feelings. or at least I hope I am, so at least it proves to me that my 6th sense is right. I don't know what's real or what's fake anymore.. I hate to do things that felt like I'm doing it to get back at you.. at least, I do it for another reason.. but definitely not to get back at people. what for, to get back at people when they'll do the same to you again? and the cycle repeats like a neverending story? the harsh reality is, it hurts when: - the person you wish to trust you the most, don't. - the person acts like a puppet. without emotions, without feelings. - I am here but you can't and is unwilling to share anything with me. - with a position that's suppose to hold a special place in your life, turns into something meaningless.
I miss, the way you opened up to me.
the way you hugged me with all that warmth.
the way you kissed me like it's been years since we've touched.
the way you showered me with concern like no other.
the way you made a special room for me in your heart.
but those.. it's been *months since I felt that way.
I miss, the way you'll be straight forward to me rather than giving me a smile so fake.
You do realize I know you're not happy despite the smiles you gave me.
you do realize, I know you're hiding your emotions.
Just for the sake of that wish I made for my birthday?
No, what I want is you, for us to be REALLY happy.
